23 Comments on "Question #7"
I scream and wail when I’m alone. I have to or I’ll explode. If I’m around someone, I’ll go for a drive, find some space. I hope u do too.
Yes I feel like I am going crazy I keep it b in and at times I want to scream and go nuts .I am scared they will lock me up for sure if I show my true emotions. I get in this panic mode and it hits me my son is gone murdered buried gone nvr to return and I can feel my inside going crazy
Yes at times and it’s not realistic to expect anything less.
Yes. My memory has gotten horrible I change moods quickly for no reason and just an still finding out who this new person is that I’ve become. But when I talk to other angel parents and see that are experiencing the same things it makes me feel better. I know I’m not alone in how I feel.
Most of the time I feel like I have already gone crazy! The loneliness crowds my mind and makes it hard to function. Eight months after losing my husband of 31 years the pain is still just as fresh and hurtful. All these emotions make it hard to think straight.
Yes I do… Somedays I can jump from being ok to a monster for really no good reason. I really don’t think I will ever feel “normal” again.
Yes I definitely felt like I was going crazy in the beginning for example I burned water at least 10 times with the pan on the stove empty hot dangerous. I’ve been making water for instant coffee and instead of putting the coffee in my cup with instant coffee in the pan of water. I definitely feel like I have to check everything twice before I leave my house like is the stove off is the blue curling-iron off. is very frustrating.
Hmm, we are 2 & 1/2 years out from the loss of our little boy. I am blessed to have found some peace and I’m able to function more like I used to, but I recently am finding myself feeling like I’m going crazy because my spouse cannot find any peace. In fact his depression is getting worse and that more than anything is making us both feel crazy because we are on what seems to be opposite ends. It is a vicious cycle, and it is taking a toll.
Yes a lot of days. If I didn’t have my family and grandchildren, I feel like I would.
YES- I had to start a support group! I felt like I was losing my mind
Yes I am going crazy. I want to scream holler. I want my son back alive and well the way I left him on June 28 2014. My heart aches so bad that sometime in hyperventilateaton. I need answers and peace
Yes, at times I feel crazy!!!! It feels like I’m gonna just freak out mentally n emotionally n babble. Scares me. The stress of my loss, trying to b available for my girls’ feelings, supporting my grandson when he’s sad and trying to explain the unexplainable 💔
Yes I do feel like I am crazy. I also feel like I am going to explode. Sometimes I go outside and scream.
Yes, in the beginning there were times when I felt like I would lose it. Not crazy, exactly, but more of “I’m headed for a breakdown”. I thought it would wind up putting me in the hospital. I tried reaching out to others, but it seemed to fall on deaf ears. There were times when I wanted to scream” this is killing me!!!!” just to get anyone’s attention and make them realize how bad it was.
Yes!! I have lost all my thought process , I go to get groceries and turn around an come home
Yep, I don’t remember things, I say things I don’t mean, I show anger quickly, I cry a lot, I don’t enjoy life as much as I should…yep that’s a sure sign I’m going crazy, isn’t it…
No, I’m not crazy, I’m surviving the best i can. My perception of time is definitely distorted. I am clingy to my other children and my family. But i think these are normal reactions