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My other children need me. I need to help others. And most importantly i believe it would hurt Erica if I gave up. I’m a recovering addict I’ve been sober 5 years and I do not want Erica to feel like she destroyed everything we were working so hard for.
My Angel made me promise him that I will keep believing in God. He made me promised I will finish nursing school and to do what I do best, care for people. He told me that this is temporary that we all will eventually will go home-home. I pray a lot and I can feel my earthly angels praying for me. What gets me out of bed every day…my beautiful boy Angel.
Lots of days I don’t. I have no desire to do much anymore.
I have a horse that I feed and love so very much. I’m accountable to him and he’s a great listener.
I swear he’d hug me back if he could.
After Cody passed my horse actually put his head over my shoulder and pulled me close…..into a hug. I just cried into him.
I should change his name to therapist.
I do understand why Jesus is coming back on a horse…and I’ll give him mine.
Prayer prayer and more prayer
my quiet time alone with the Lord.
My other kids.
Life, I still have my grandbabies.
My dogs, cats, rabbit and my tortoise. They need me.
My youngest son , he is 28 years old , he was with his brother underground the night the fatality happened.
The thing I have learned most in this path I have been placed on is “Life Goes On” and the “Sun Will Come Up in the Morning.” You can’t stop these things so I get out of bed after I find something to smile about. Then I always find at least one thing I can do to make someone’s life better every day. I know that’s what my loved ones would want me to keep doing and God always gives me strength when I think I want to give up.